看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
我承担不起你的承诺
I realli miss the fun in nyp…. now was graduated…. l miss the days with my kakis in school (kaiyan, vincent, rayn,…..)
miss the days during fyp project we (kaiyan, vincent, zhijian, johonath,weikun and swee boon) will go for long lunch breaks, tea breaks…. go play pool althought i m sucks with it, had lunch outside nyp- the coffeeshop we usually goes the pig intestine soup shop, the uncle veri nice everytime gives us free KWAY but not the intestine la …. hahaha… And not to be forgotten my dear gal suryati(jiali) she will accompany me to have my lunch too…. Excited for the coming thursday window shopping with suryati~ yeah…. hope to meet u up more for shopping yeah…..
Miss the project lab i m in, with my lab mates teresa, yuhui, ting zhen we will tok for hrs in the lab….. but at first hardly tok to them i m sitting veri veri far always from them.. lucky manage to grap some of their time durin the end of project period…. haiz but lucky i got to chat with them. U guys rocks….
miss the days we study together (kaiyan, vincent, rayn) for our exam, test in yr 2 n 3 at kaiyan place… we will stay awake at midnight biteing at the lecture books…. Going to nearby 7 eleven to have some quick bites. LOL miss you guys realli….
Miss NYP so much….
Currently working at ncs hub which is somewhere near nyp, just beside SSDC… but everytimes passby nyp i will miss the days with my kakis in school….
Haiz….
Anyways shall stop here….
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
you felt so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
